yes! I have decided to pen down all your milestones as well on this journey of expressions!
Today ,25th June 2019 was your first day in pre-nursery! A beggining of a journey of yours that made me realize it's time for you to take your own steps!
I started with lot of jitters and anxiety , full of questions that didn't have any answers!
1. Would you cry or enjoy your first day?
2. Would they groom you or make you forget what I taught you?
3. Will they be polite ,nice and take good care of you?
4.Would you be able to identify between good and bad?
5.Will you share everything with me in your broken sentences and limited vocabulary so that I can guide you!
But, at the end I knew...I might not have the answers but I have to let you take this plunge.This is your mountain which you have to climb. You will find me right behind you always.
So, day started with much of a tension in my head and saraswati Vandana on alexa . Knowledge and Independence are 2 pillars of power and magic mantra for you! I know how important these are!
My turtle woke up and all set for the beggining. She is so excited about meeting ma'am and making friends. We reached school at 10 am.She was welcomed with Tika and melodies ( my one-time fabourite)! Other kids were crying while leaving thier mom but my ninja didn't cry...only she said - mummy aao. I said please go with ma'am ...you will have jhoolas and girrafs inside .
At 10.30 ma'am comes out looking gfor another babies mother since she was inconsolable. I asked for my ninja and ma'am said - she is not crying but she doesn't want to sit in the class. She cries when we try to take her inside 😄 ( obviously I knew she would...she is my daughter ..someone who doesn't even sit at one place in office as well).
I requested for a view where I can see her and she can't see me. Happy to see that she was smiling with ma'am. AC's weren't working but 3 hrs are manageable I thought.
Atb11 she came out with a walk for when check is call her - over confidence ki dukan :- D we hugged each other and left for the day with burbon in her hand and dady waiting for pick up.
I asked why u didn't eat. She replied mujhe woh nhi khana tha mujhe nhi pasand tha, ma'am ne bola khana finish Karo nhi to mummy royegi!
It took my a while to actually understand as this was stupidiest excuse to make a child eat but anyways I saidb- mumma won't cry..have you ever seen her cry for food? You need to finish it else how will you get your powers and strength!
She replied - ok I will ask ma'am to give me papaya.woh mujhe pasand hai !
Again she said I wanted to go out because mummy nhi thi. Mujhe Bahar mummy k pas Jana tha.
I know today my turtle was in ninja mode and I hope to see that continue but I know she tries to be strong but she breaks down when she is akses to do something she doesn't want to.
Anyways day ended and it ended with her request as expected - good night mumma. Mujhe school nhi Jana. Mujhe wahan acha nhi lga . Ha ha.
May God always be with you guiding from.evil and showing right direction of mental, physical and spiritual independece., Health and wealth.
